Broken Secrets

Friday, February 25, 2005

What a hectic day.......

So, school's been a bitch. I've had so much reading to do, and quizzes and tests to study for. *sighs* This is gonna be a short post. Oh yeah, my layout's gonna change too. I'm not saying to what, but this'll probably be the last post for this one.

So, I'm sorry about the last post I made about a certain person that I know. That's all I'm going to say for that. I'm really, really sorry.

The Oscars are this weekend! Go Josh & Glen Ballard! That's all I'm gonna be doing Sunday, besides working.

I really hope my best friend is gonna be ok. She's not having a good time.

My mom had another heart murmur today. The reason I say "another" is because it's happened in the past, although I was very young when it happened. I hugged her when she came home.

And last but not least, LOST this past Wednesday was awesome! Full of surprises! It was so good! Here's a picture of what I take to get downtown everyday!

Looking forward to the Oscars!

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Josh Groban rules.....

I am so pissed off! I absolutely hate it when people try to understand my obsession with Josh. Then they make fun of me and I feel bad about myself because I spend so much time worrying about him. Well, everyone can just FUCK OFF! I know I have no life and that I spend most of it on the internet, but there is a lot more than you think about Josh that NO ONE WANTS TO UNDERSTAND!! It's not about his voice or his looks! I don't go walking around everyday forcing people to like Josh or to listen to him! I know better than that!

If any of you ever spent 2 hours on that message board that I post on, you would truly see why I support him the way I do! HE CHANGES PEOPLES LIVES!!! HE TRULY CARES ABOUT HIS FANS ENOUGH THAT HE POSTS ON THE BOARDS ALSO!!! PEOPLE HAVE BEEN LIFTED OUT OF THE WATERS BECAUSE OF HIS MUSIC, GIVING THEM A NEW LIFE!!! I know it's corny, but it's true! I have never seen an artist affect someone the way Josh does! It truly is amazing!

The Grobanites raise money for his foundation, for other foundations, we even raised money for the TSUNAMI RELIEF!!! It's just sad that people don't want to respect artists that actually want to change something in this world. That's what we want to do. We want to spread the Josh because we feel he is someone unique. He isn't like anyone else out there. Who have you ever heard that actually cares about their fans enough to listen to them! No one I've heard! There are so many other artists out there who are cruel to their fans, such as Britney and Usher. They don't give a rats ass about them! All they care about is money and what they can make off of us fans to get more money!

Time and time again Josh has been astounded by the support that he's received from his fans! I've seen so many testimonies from fans who have been to his concerts and have been wowed at how much fun Josh really is! I remember when I went to the Aug. 8th, 2004 concert in Tinley Park when You Raise Me Up was playing and all the glowpens were raised in the air, it was such an uplifting moment. Such a moment to be a fan. There have also been moments during standing O's when Josh would get teary-eyed because he knows how much his fans support him.

Josh has a wonderful personality. He is funny, witty and carelessly devotes himself to whatever he is doing with his music. He never misses a beat and we are always there right behind him.
I know I've had a life-changing experience discovering Josh. There just isn't simply anyone else like him out there. I have never seen such devotion in an artist like we the Grobanites have done. I have to admit, when I first started posting on the board in 2003, I was overwhelmed by all the acclaimed "silliness" that was going on, all the inside jokes. But, now that is what makes the board fun. I've met so many ppl on that board and have established quite a residence there. And even though they may be a lot older than me, they have continually given me support throughout my time there.

In conclusion, all of this was written with truth. Nothing I have said here is false. I strongly urge you to check out some of the places on here, before you judge me and what I like. Because I absolutely cannot tolerate when people try to talk about something they don't understand. It dehumanizes me.


Friday, February 18, 2005

School...GRAMMY'S.....Tour Vid..... and more school!

So, since my last update, school has gotten even MORE demanding! I have to study for a HUGE bio test (covering 5 chapters) for Tuesday and I have to write a 4 page paper by Wednesday that has something to do with our research topics that we picked! Once again there goes the procrastinating.....

Josh didn't win the GRAMMY. In actuality, I'm not surprised. It's going to take a while before ANYONE in the higher-up music industry notices that REAL TALENT such as Josh should get recognized for something! I've kinda gotten immune to him losing to nominated awards! But, the OSCARS are coming! And it's Josh's BIRTHDAY!!! Feb. 27th! The big 'OL 24!!! So, I know what I'll be doing that night! What about you? (Oh and make sure to watch not only to cheer Josh and Glen Ballard if they win for "Best Original Song In A Motion Picture", but also watch because Josh'll be singing "Believe" with Beyonce! *triple-crosses fingers hoping she doesn't screw it up!*) And as Josh said, "The Grammy's are fun, but the Oscars is the premiere event for Hollywood!"

OMG.....Jeff (Josh's tour videographer) posted a BRAND NEW tour vid from the road! Waaaa! It's so freakin' cool! I LOVE the music, especially that funky synthesizer stuff during the middle of it! And PLUS, I made screencaps! I'll post a bit here!

Well, that's all for now! Ciao!

And here's the AWESOME tour vid:
-Tis my favorite one!

And here's the whole album!

Thursday, February 10, 2005

My life seems to revolve, Josh and..... is VERY demanding! This was nothing like last semester! Last semester, even though I had math to worry about, I wasn't reading 50 billion pages a night like I am now! But, I have to say I'm starting to get used to it! Being a first semester freshman was easy! But, now I'm a second semester freshman and it's gotten a lot harder! I can't wait until we start doing our research in English! 0_0

So, my high school is officially closing. I knew it was gonna happen. It was inevitable. They had a declining enrollment, financial problems and had a 2008 freshman class of 65, which is pretty embarassing considering they're usually up to 120 so people. But, tuition has risen also and that was also a factor in closing the school, plus no one is giving them money so they basically had no choice. 'Tis sad. :(

THE GRAMMY'S ARE SUNDAY!!! GO JOSH!!! (Oh yeah and guess what, Josh is performing "Believe" with BEYONCE!!!! She's also performing 3 other songs in addition to "Believe." Pisses me off.)

I saw my old English teacher on Wednesday. I was on the 6th floor and as I was coming out of the bathroom, he was going into it. (the MEN'S room of course!) He was talking to someone he had last semester while he was walking. I still wish I could have him as a teacher.

Sorry such a short entry. For some reason everything I wanted to talk about is leaving my brain.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

School, NSYNC and the GRAMMY's.....

Whoohoo, I'm finally updating! Omg, I've been wanting to do it for a while, but then school got in the way (spring semester started Monday) and now it seems like that'll be my main focus for a while. But, I'll make sure to get on here as much as possible. (I try to make as much time for everything as I can during my day) Speaking of school, looks like Biology and English are going to be the bitches of the semester, but that's not your problem, it's mine. My teachers all are very nice, although I wish I had my old English teacher back (and NOT because he was kinda cute!!!) I liked English better with him!

Ok, now onto the topic of choice! First it was ANIME, now NSYNC!!! What is wrong with me! I swear, I'm rediscovering my old obsessions and actually starting to like them again! Wait a minute, what am I saying I've always liked them, I just got over my obsession a long time ago. I kinda wish they were back together though, I loved going to their concert in 1999. It was my first concert too! I was watching some of my old tapes and uh wow, I'd forgotten how good their dance moves were!

So today is both my parents and grandparents anniversary!!! My parents: 18yrs. my grandparents: 49yrs, I think. So, my parents are out to dinner! I had McDonald's cheeseburgers for dinner! Yummy!

The GRAMMY's are on next weekend! Go Josh!

Oh yeah, I got some sweet pics to show!
Killer smile!
OMG, more buttons are UNBUTTONED!!!
I just love the looks on two of the girl's faces! Priceless!
Lucky bitch!
Whoohoo! I made this!
Put your hands up!
Hot JC!