Broken Secrets

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Trees....Death and Dying...3rd Tour Vid......

Why kill trees? Is there any point in doing it? Why cut off the bottom branches of trees just because they are getting "too long?" It's every car owner's worst nightmare, because you know what happens when there's no bottom branches to protect those trees? The birds poop everywhere! I have a car that sits outside every day because our garage is not big enough to fit three cars!

I just don't think it's right. They don't even cut the trees properly. They're only supposed to cut off a few branches and leave it, but they end up cutting all the bottom branches so there's nothing to catch the poop when it falls! Stupid SAS....... (Streets and Sanitation)

The second topic of this post is on more of a serious tone that concerns my immediate family. My grandma died yesterday in her home with my grandpa, my mom and my mom's brother watching. I came home from work yesterday and got the news. Then, I went over there, cried a lot and looked at old pictures. It was extremely sad thinking about all the good times we had together and how she would spoil us silly and loved cats. She had breast cancer twice, once about five or six years ago and then again recently, which ultimately led to her passing. Once the doctor said that she needed to stop chemo, (because it was making her too sick) she gave up on living. We then had to provide hospice care and my mom had to go over there after work everyday to help my grandfather out and comfort her as well. I think what I'm really crushed over was that I never got to say goodbye. The last time she saw me I think was right after my surgery, saying that I looked really nice. I didn't like the fact that I was at work when she died, even though my mom said that she was glad that I wasn't there when she passed because she was suffering those last few hours. I'm ultimately glad that she isn't suffering anymore because she was so depressed and out of touch those last few weeks. At least I know she's in a better place now.

I'm taking off work these next two days because of the wake and funeral.

Sorry to end on such a cheery note but, the Jeffmeister posted the 3rd Tour Vid over at FOJG.


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